fyeahroleplayingrabbit:

I knew this girl for about two years. And she starting to drift. I still want to do so much with her, all these plot lines. I try to talk to her but it’s driving me crazy.

Anything I say can set her off. And I won’t ever know it, unless I close the chat and check her blog and hunt for a tag-less vent post under a read-more. I know she’s depress but she refuses to be direct. She insists I will abandon her, and that I will get tired of her, when I’m not and I’m getting really upset. She prefers talking OOC with RP blogs and be open with them.

She opens a new RP blog, and I see this as my chance. I followed her with my own RP account and sent her an ask. So far she’s only responded to other people that’s followed her. 

I just want things to be the way they were, but it feels like she’s pushing me away. I’m tired of the read mores. I’m tired of sounding like a jealous brat. I tried giving her space but suddenly she says, under a indirect read more, that I was spending more time with other roleplayers than her. I confronted her on this and it seemed like things were getting better.

But it’s… really not.

I just feel… awful. 

Am I doing something wrong? I just want my friend back. 

reading some of these get really depressing because

in all honesty, when someone starts pushing you away like this

and you have to micromanage their friendship with you to the point where you’re feeling terrible about something you might have done

i think it’s time to drop them as a partner, because in the end it’s going to be more trouble than it is worth to go through

i understand the need to stick by somebody, especially if they’re depressed, but if they start doing something that seriously upsets you and continually avoid talking about that, she needs to start growing the fuck up

being depressed is not a pass for acting like a child; she shouldn’t be doing this at all to you, and quite frankly, you shouldn’t be taking this kind of shit from her

so i’d say tell her how you feel about the whole situation, and if she pulls another tumblr vent about it, just leave her be and drop her

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